head high

hi people, again, how are you and how have you been? i've just been filled in on the progress and, you know what, you dont know what you have done to my heart. it was, like, an instant cure to my heartbeat! i might manage, maybe, 6 hours sleep tonight. i had 4 hours last night so that is really nice to hear. you never really know cos, you know, you keep tossing and turning in your bed but hopefully i am going to sleep tonight.

i have had a healthy flow of phonecalls today and they were all very nice calls. someone, i won't mention for legal reasons(!), he really steered me today to the right direction and i finally remembered what myself and Mariah have always said- we never want to give people satisfaction, especially if they are doing things to hurt us and today after the phone call I held my head high and said 'i am not going to let this drag me down. i put my foot down, i am going to do my best to be me again. i am going to go through this with my head high.' i really feel positive tonight, especially after the news. thanks , for agreeing to take on responsibilities for the 30th, but i pray we will not have to go down that route. i would like to think mariah paid the price for me on saturday and hopefully i won't have to.

well, thanks to everyone who attended the meeting, thanks to everyone who contributed anyting or has contacted people and thanks to everyone who has agreed to join our cause. we will probably never say enough thanks because thanks is a very short word, very short. you are all really busy, but you spare the time. this is kindness we have not seen in a very very long time. have a nice day and i'll keep you posted. oh! ps- Terry and Mali and Stuart are coming to see us tommorow, and they have apparently said that if we don't see each other tommorow we will see each other in the visiting room, so it will be nice to see Mariah tommorow after all these days, i don't know how many, but it has been a very long time to me. i'll speak to you tommorow again, have a nice day and god bless. judith.